Asked by: augsnow at
02:40:12 PM, Wednesday, November 06, 2013 EST
FLAG
Advice
Well I am sorry, but kook and everyone else that commented on our thread from yesterday are right. I love you, And I care about you, but how can I trust you? How do I know you are who you say you are? I mean you still haven't even showed me a picture of you. Tell me how I can, Explain.
Really? So everything I have said, and done, still doesn't make you trust me? I woke up this morning to a phone call from my Mother who was feeling really ill and needed help getting to the doctor. I go outside and my truck won't start. Great. So now I have to find someone who can lend me a car. I finally find someone and I find out it was a bad battery. I fix it, and finally get to my Mom. Finally get her to the doctor and I wait forever, and finally I get to leave and come on here, to find you with someone. All because two strangers, who we don't care for, have somehow convinced you that I don't truly love you, and despite telling you I wouldn't, have convinced you I have left you without warning. Seriously? You're the one who should be explaining. I have done nothing wrong. You're the one with someone as soon as you can.
DaddyNov 06 2013 11:48amFLAGAnd b4 you ask how you can trust me after what you just seen with me and Jawa3P0 well don't.
DaddyNov 06 2013 11:53amFLAGNo!! First off im not desperate, at least I told him that I have a "boyfriend" and that I wasn't sure how the relationship was going. ThenI started to have a feeling that what kook was saying was true. So I did it. Oh wait we didn't even get anywhere we were siting on a couch and he said I look sexy I kissed him on the cheek, then said I wanted to take a shower and pulled him to the bathroom with me. THE END!
babyNov 06 2013 11:55amFLAGOh ok. I see. So it's OK for you to start with someone, as long as it abruptly ends before any starts. Got it.
DaddyNov 06 2013 11:57amFLAG
No! I'm just saying it didn't get anywhere anyways.
babyNov 06 2013 11:59amFLAGYeah. Well it was about to. Doesn't make it right.
DaddyNov 06 2013 12:00pmFLAGYeah, I think I know that. But do you love, care, are you hiding anything?
babyNov 06 2013 12:04pmFLAGYes I love you and care about you. I'm obviously pissed off that I log on and see you about to with some other guy though. No I'm not hiding anything. Jeez. I've told you that.
DaddyNov 06 2013 12:05pmFLAGI just don't really... nvm.
babyNov 06 2013 12:10pmFLAGSigh. Well I don't know what else to tell you.
DaddyNov 06 2013 12:13pmFLAGWell I just don't believe im the only one you love. And don't yell at me.
babyNov 06 2013 12:17pmFLAGI'm not yelling at you, and you are.
DaddyNov 06 2013 12:27pmFLAGYour personality. You listen to what I have to say. You say you care for me, and that you love me. I obviously don't know what you look like, but yeah. You are entertaining, nice. And a gentlemen at least I think.
babyNov 06 2013 12:33pmFLAG
well good. I will always be all those things to you baby. I love you.
DaddyNov 06 2013 12:46pmFLAGI didn't mean it to sound like that. I know you will Jeremy.
babyNov 06 2013 12:50pmFLAGOk good. Can I tell you something? It hurt seeing you getting ready to with him. I know you didn't actually do it, but it hurt to see you participating by giving details and things like that.
DaddyNov 06 2013 12:52pmFLAGWell can I tell you something? I tried role playing last year and I didn't like it but I do. And im being honest, this might hurt you but...
DaddyNov 06 2013 1:05pmFLAGI'm sorry I'm not trying to hurt you but I liked doing that with him.
babyNov 06 2013 1:07pmFLAGthats ok. I like roleplaying. I like it better than me just telling you everything honestly. I just did all the talking because thats what you wanted.
DaddyNov 06 2013 1:09pmFLAGOk but you read it wrong. I liked it with him. I enjoyed the moment.
babyNov 06 2013 1:15pmFLAGWhatever. Go be with him then if that's what you want. If I can't give you what you want, then why bother? Sorry I'm old news to you all of the sudden.
DaddyNov 06 2013 1:19pmFLAGThink of it this way if me and Jawa3P0 had s** in real life I would have felt sorry that I did it but I would have enjoyed it.
babyNov 06 2013 1:19pmFLAGJeremy no. I want you. You can give me what I want. I told you I was not trying to hurt you but I was going to be honest.
babyNov 06 2013 1:21pmFLAGJeremy! Listen to me. Would you rather me lie to you and say I didn't like it.
babyNov 06 2013 1:23pmFLAGSeriously? You literally just told me you would enjoy having s** with someone other than me. How am I supposed to be ok with that? You don't even tell me things you would do to me. You don't even tell me how you want to kiss me or anything. Finding it hard to feel and believe that you want me.
DaddyNov 06 2013 1:24pmFLAGOkay And im sorry I don't tell you thing I want to do to you. Because I don't know what I want to do I am not a fkin *** expert. Oh yeah, I haven't even had my first kiss yet. I want you in my life you should know that by now. I do want you babe, I dream about us doing stuff all the time. You know what fine don't believe me, don't believe anything I say.
babyNov 06 2013 1:29pmFLAGI do believe you. I'm not trying to make you mad. It's fine. I understand you aren't an expert, I wouldn't expect you to be one. I'm here to help though. You can tell me anything. You can say anything you want to me. I don't want you to feel like you can't. I want you to enjoy talking to me dirty or clean. I want you in my life too. I don't want to lose you. You're my girl. I think I'm just feeling really jealous that someone fooled around with my girl, and that someone wasn't me.
DaddyNov 06 2013 1:35pmFLAG
Well I do feel like I cant talk to you. And I do feel like you want to lose me. :'(
babyNov 06 2013 1:41pmFLAG): I wish you felt like you could talk to me. I don't want to lose you! I promise! I love you so much and care for you! *hugs you so tight. not wanting to let you go or lose you*
DaddyNov 06 2013 2:28pmFLAGI got 30 min. are you going to talk or what?
Oh and for your information I do talk to guys on here because they talk to me. And I am getting back on tonight to talk to Jawa3P0. Don't get mad but I told him I would.
babyNov 06 2013 2:31pmFLAGI'm sorry baby ): I didn't mean to make you cry. I was just feeling really hurt. I don't mind you talking to other guys. I was just feeling so mad and jealous that you were about to with him. You're daddy's girl. I don't share when it comes to things like that.
DaddyNov 06 2013 2:36pmFLAGYou get onto me about not talking, but then you don't talk :/
DaddyNov 06 2013 2:43pmFLAGok. I just said hi to someone and they said stop..Im like wtf did I do?
babyNov 06 2013 2:44pmFLAGwell im going since your not talking. Love you bye
babyNov 06 2013 2:47pmFLAGI'm sorry babe I was talking to others. but bye. hugs and kisses.
babyNov 06 2013 2:50pmFLAGImma be on tonight at like 10:30
babyNov 06 2013 2:53pmFLAGWow wtf? Ok baby. I will be on around then too! Hopefully we both will have cooled off and things will be better (: I love you and I will talk to you later ok? bye love
DaddyNov 06 2013 2:54pmFLAGCooled off... Really I've been cooled off.
babyNov 06 2013 8:22pmFLAGHey you (: I've been missing you so much.
DaddyNov 06 2013 8:29pmFLAGGoodnight. I need to think this through.